I Call My Name Out Into the Dark
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I Call My Name Out Into the Dark
My signature move was to pack up all my opinions, feelings, likes, and dislikes, and set them aside so I could absorb the lifestyle, interests, and friends of whoever I was dating. If I remain compliant, sweet, easy, and suggestible, then you’ll really love me, right?
He was just part of the overall erasure that I was enacting: the eradication of my real self into the tangible participant who saw everything as normal.